Then, he stretched his virile tattooed arm and dropped a dollar on the make-up table beside the divan before pecking her forehead for goodbye. He knew what he had done, one commandment down, nine to go!
“Hey, about last night, I know we was drunk, had fun and one thing led to another but since then, I couldn’t stop thinking about it. Honestly, I can’t even look at him right now without thinking of you, he’s now like an alien in my life. He now talks with your voice, his lips tastes like yours, when we hug, I olfactory your fragrance, worse, today I almost called him your nickname! I think this is more than just that ‘best friend’ label known to the public, I think we explored something bigger than us!” her text read.
He was left in turmoil, if he rejected her, she might conclude that she was used, steered with that peck and dollar he left at the stand before leaving neither could he consent her for he was in love with someone else.
I now see why you was always against a female best friend, I know get why you was always jealous and insecure, baby, I now get it and very ashamed that ‘sorry’ alone might not make things right. I thought I did all that for emotional support for her boyfriend cheated on her with his ex but I was wrong!
I recall her desperately cursing of how men can be mongrels and churlish, of how much she loved him even though he was younger than her, the marriage stories, copious friends and family preliminaries, the list was endless. Then she ordered liquor, the next thing I found myself leaving a dollar for the E-pills and a forehead kiss as a confrontation.
Love, this is an especially terrible thing for me to have done to you after how warmly you accepted me in your life. You did not only show me your incredible beautiful love but you also showed me support and kindness that I never could have possibly expected. To hurt you in this way was an insult to all the things that you’ve done to me and I hate myself for that.
I’m not perfect, I make mistakes but I promise you that when I say I love you, I mean it and I will do anything I can to keep you. Together we’re strong enough to overcome the worst of the worst; alone, we struggle to find meaning.
I love you!
*This post was sponsored by my favorite Ex 😉😝